It's been a rather uneventful period in my illness. Again I find myself treading water and doing a pretty good job at it.
Beyond the knee clipping colds and upper respiratory infections that seem to be crawling out of the woodwork of my life, my health has been pretty okay.
I sometimes find myself wondering if this year actually happened. I don't feel sick. I don't act sick. I don't look sick. It's weird.
Of course, I know I am sick. I've got medical proof in the form of "results" from bloodwork, CTs and soon, an MRI. But to me, all these "results" boil down to is paper. That's all I see. I see paper with black print on them saying, "Hey, you're dying!"
But I don't FEEL like I'm dying.
And for right now, that's good enough for this Gary Gnu.
