Inaction is stagnation.
Action, on the other hand is terrifying.
My doctors weigh the pros and cons of action, and they recommend inaction.
I'm told there is very little to gain and too much to lose by pursuing an aggressive stance.
I'm told my situation is ideal.
I'm told I should be relieved for the time being.
So why is it that I'm not?
I don't want to be sick.
Honestly, I don't want surgery.
But still I carry this uneasy feeling in my heart. I know I'm sick. I know I must remain vigilant. I'm a ticking time bomb on the verge of exploding...
I'm burning inside, but the doctors don't seem to notice.
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